Confessions of a Super Rockstar

The one with the many birthdays the sequel.

2009-03-31T20:18:00.009+08:00

28 days later. Hahah since the last post. I am getting lazier and lazier. Should have not create a blog at the first place. Iatah tu nahh te mau mau. Hahahah. I am not lazy, I am just tired. I wonder how can other people update their blogs daily?? Gerenti yang nada life tu. =x Hahaha. So anyway, like usual, going to make birthday greetings for those who were celebrating their birthdays this month.

But before that, I would like to update about my current fave song. I am so and very in love with Katy Perry's Thinking of you. This song is a winner for this month. Like totally! Hahaha. *bimbo alert!!* A more soothing song from Katy compared to her previous songs, and with good lyrics too. This song came about the right time. When I was thinking about you.

You said move on, where do I go?

I guess second best is all I will know.

Cause when I'm with them, I am thinking of you

(Thinking of you, thinking of you)

Thinking of you, what you would do

If you were the one was spending the night

Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes.

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay.

Yes, in your pretty sepet eyes that I love to stay forever. =( Yoh feeling. Hahahah. Last month was Nobody, this month's Thinking of you, next month?? Gives you hell by AAR. Hahahah. \m/ The song of the month usually represents the state of my mood. So yeah, this month I am abit ...... so hopefully the song for next month is a happy dance number.

So okay moving on now to the birthday greetings. March is one of the months with the most birthdays, ngam2 dari awal bulan sampaiiii hujung bulan. Laku marilyn uleh nya. Hahahaha. So anyway, here goes the shout outs ;

Firstly to my sister and my bro in law, Maymeng and Aboy, I love you both and I hope all your wishes will come true in the nearest future. Yippie!! ;D To the Crazy cousins, abg Dede, Kiden, Sikah, Udeen, Haziq and Hadi, Happy Birthday!! To Haziq and Hadi, eyohhhhh basar sudah durgggg. Hahahaha. Berubah udahh suara durgggg. Hahahah. You guys rock!! To Nina, Saf and Chelly, Happy Birthday Crazy bitches!! Hahahha I love you guys also!

Happy Birthday!! Semoga di panjangkan umur, di murahkan rezeki, di permudahkan dunia akhirat dan di berkati olehNya selalu. Amin! Enjoy your day and have a blast!

Hahah nda jua pnjg shout outs nya aaa heheh thats mean I have no idea. I should have posted their pics here but ... I is not malas but I have not even post my pic yet here so wait till I post my pic then I will post other people's pic okay lang?? Malas ku waa kan post gambar ku. Malu ku. Famous tia ku. =x Hahaha. Tomorro's april. Then May. Then June. Time really goes so fast aaaaa. Bah I try to be rajin to update my blog. But what to update leh?? But going thru my blog, I don't really let my feeling shows. My blog is effing boring mann. Ciao March! I'll see you on April! Mwa!

The one with in the office.

2009-03-03T08:30:00.004+08:00

O M G ! Boring kuuuuuu. I am at the office now. Aiseh be office ku yo. Hahahah. Still new at work so I don't have much to do ; sit, look at the computer and do nothing, since the past few days! I am not being productive and I don't like that. C'mon give me something to do and let me do my thing. Let me show what I am capable of. Pleaseeeeeeee. Hungry. Aku mau makan! Then aku rindu buat sport. =/ Anyone? Lets get sweaty. Oh and yesterday there was fire alarm in the buliding. I looked around and everyone looked so calm. Hahahah rupanya practice saja tu. Nasibbb jua aku nda lari triak2 hahahahaha imagine ku tuu. HAHAHAH. I like how I look since I start working here. I really look like a working man. I look cool yaw esp with my rayban on. ;)

I miss you. You keep on distracting my mind, girl. And I like that. Mwa!

The one on February.

2009-02-28T21:02:00.007+08:00

Just one post for this month??! No good! Boohoo! Shame on me!

So without wasting anytime, lets get this started. I should post a long one. Yeah, I like longer one. ;p Hahaha. First, I got myself into a new job recently! Yay!! Syukur Alhamdullilah. Rezeki Allah bagi. But it's a tough one. I mean I had to quit my old job. When the big boss asked me why I wanna quit, isit because of the salaries, I had blank on my face. I didnt know what to tell her. It is not because of the money, it is just that sometimes life have to move on. I like my old job. I really do. I have made new friends there and they are veryyyyy crazy. Hahaha. They even gave nicknames for me which I think is cool. Hehehe. They call me labeng for being loud, si keruak for having this weird laugh, hahahah ntah apa ka keruak ani and baby virgin for not having sex yet! Hahahaha. Shit! Banci ku! They tease and bully me alot. I still go and visit them when I am free. They made my day everyday when I was still there. I like them. Most of them. Hehehe. I learnt alot from them. ALOT! Hahahah. At my new job, things are quite different. The environment there are soooo quiet that even when a pin drops, u can hear the sound and they are not talking. They are whispering! And also there's a long gap between me and my new colleagues. I mean the age different. So once again, I am the youngest one in the bunch. But they are friendly and caring as well but not crazy like my old colleagues. I like them too and my new job! But I have to be at work sharp at 7am or I ll have to work longer. =/ Since I received my very first payment, I keep on spending my money. sometimes on nothing. I am too generous, I tell you. I need to learn to control it and start saving for future uses. VACATION!

Recently, I keep on listening to this korean song every single day. Every morning before going to work, on the way to work and from work and also at home. Nobody by the Wonder Girls. It's a cute song that it got me doing this cheeky dance. Hehehe. I am soo addicted to this song.

I want nobody, nobody but you!

I .. want no else but you!

Can't have anyone but you!

I want nobody, nobody, nobody, nobody!

Yes, I want nobody but you! Ok, just two days ago, on friday, I went on my very first date after being single for umm almost two years now? Hahaha. And yes, my very first date! I know right, 20yo and only on his first date?? Not cool! Anyhoo .. I like her! She is sooooo .... *drools* especially her eyes! She has this small beautiful eyes that I couldnt stop thinking about. She can speak in more than 5 languages. Super cool! And a mixture of chinese. I always have this thing for chinese. Perfecto for me! But the problem is it was just a date and also the last time we texted with each other was after the date. I did IM her but I think she was away at that time. I don't wanna text her 24/7 and be a pushy cause I think that was my problem during my last relationship. And now that I have met this perfect girl, I don't wanna screw things up. I mean, if she's the one, she's the one. So, Ill just have to wait till the time comes then Ill do my thing. =) Btw, I went to bandar at 9pm just to meet her when in fact I just got home from bandar. Went back home around 1am in the morning. We just met in cafe and talked. She said Im funny, good looking and have beautiful eyes too! Well, of course! Hahaha. We are so meant for each other bebeh! *sigh* I want nobody, nobody but you! Hehehe. I am so crazy about you now. I want your smell. I want you to be mine. Maybe Ill ask her out again next week. I is cannot the wait!

Novak won his first title for this year yesterday. Keep it going bebeh! And Maria will be playing next week after few months hiatus! I cant wait to see her play again. She is going to bring it. Be afraid, biatch! Hahahah musi!

Last monday, Brunei celebrate its 25th independence day. Silver yo! Next 25 yr lagi barutah gold. 45 umur ku tu and I am gonna be like Johnny Depp when Im in my 40s nanti. You shall see! So anyway, I am proud to call myself a Bruneian and come from Brunei! Brunei is doing just fine under the reign of His Majesty. The coolest king ever, who is so concerned for his people. Daulat Kebawah Duli! We maybe lacking of so many things here, Im sorry =), but at least we are living in a safe and happy place. That is what matter the most. If compared to other country. I love you, Brunei! I want nobody, nobody but you! Hahahah melampau jua ehh walaupun minat dgn lagu atu.

So, tomorrow is March. So many birthdays to celebrate. Sister, bro in law, cousinsss and friendss. I will be spending so much this month cause I like giving people gifts on their birthdays so I can get mine. =D Bah march, please be good to me okay? Promise?? Hahahha selahau. Mwa!

*btw, something is wrong. I cant make the words small on the last two para. Hmph!*

The one on one sunday.

2009-02-15T16:55:00.004+08:00

Im back. Hehehe. I have been lazy since early of the month. Ok scratch that lazy. I am not lazy, I am just tireddd bah. I have not yet settle with life after work. Hehehe. Even my room was messy. But i cleaned it up alreadehhh today, with the help of my maid. Heheh. Well actually she did it all for me. Hahahha. She took control of everything and she thinks she's all that so why not I just let her do the things she knows best, roite?? and let me relax on the only dat that I can relax. I am in love with sunday now. Heheh. My main plan for today was to clean up my room cause it got all dusty. And later after doing this blog i wanna watch revolutionary road. They say it is as good as titanic. I am in a jiwang mode this week. ;) and i think it is not a typical love story. Oh and Kate Winslet is nominated for an oscar tomorrow for her performance in this movie. I hope she wins. She's an amazing actress. she got nominated for 5 times before and won none. i think it's about time she wins an oscar. Talking about winning, i just can't believe Leona Lewis din win any in the grammy. Like, what the hell man?? and also, Novak lost in the quarter final of the australian open. first, Maria Sharapova couldnt make it to this year’s tournament to defend her title and then novak lost in the quarter final. just two more match to defend his title. Well he didnt lose, he just quit. because of the hot weather. he was playing when the temperature was 43 degrees celcius and the organizers didnt want to close off the roof but when it came to other players, they decided to close off the roof. what the hell man?? I hope he wins in the next grand slams and be number one. Same goes to Maria. i miss seeing her and her on court grunt as well. so anyway..

To Mira Leong, Happy Belated Birthdayyyy!! Hahaha sorry aku lupa greet time birthday mu. I did actually right after she told me her birthday. Heheheh. I miss chatting with youuuuu. You are one crazy woman. Hahahah. Met her in smsa. My socio mate. We were not close back then. I din remember how we got so close. I think thru chatting. We talked about crazy things. When Istarted working, we no longer communicate with each other. She is only online during the day. I know i can text her, but it is not nice for me to text her since she has a boyfriend and i don't want to complicate things. Karma krg. But I think her boyfriend is a cool person. Im a good person. Hahaha. Aku rindu kau miraaaa. Rindu ku kn begila sama kau. Hari ku suram tanpa mu. Hahaha. I can say she is different than what you think of her. I was even surprised myself to know the inner side of her. Nth nda tau bnr ka nda ank atu. Fake kli. Hahahaha. She's a good person mcm aku tp baik lagi aku. Hahaha but of course when you mess up with her, she knows how to get back to your face, on your face and in your face. And emosi tah tu ya arh blog nya. Hahahah. Rilek rilekk. Hahahah. She is one of my favourite people. Awu awuuu bff ku jua. Bff ku yg numbur 2. Hahaha naik udah tu numbur dua sempena ko birthday. Kira hadiah mu lah. Hahaha. Baik kan aku. i put u in the second position. Bukan mcm kau! Ko ucap aku arh blog mu. But it's ok. Aku org baik. Aku sabar saja. Hahahah. Rindu ku kau ehhhh. =(( I wish you all the best in life. I hope you get the job. Selamat dunia athirst. D pnjg kn umur, d murahkn rezeki dan d berkati oleh nya selalu.Same goes to my cousin pijah for her 21st birthday and to cousin boy for his 25th birthday tomorrow. Happy Birthday!!

Shit I just remember that I have some work to do. Damn it! Guess I have to cancel my dvd nite. Me no likey likey, Bah mwa! Enjoy the new week. I hope I do. Ciao!

The one with the many birthdays.

2009-01-28T20:37:00.004+08:00

Okay I know, I have not been updating my blog since the last post which was early this month. That makes me hangat2 taie ayam. Which I usually am. Ekekeke. Now it’s the end of the month. So I guess I only update my blog only during early of the month and on the end of the month. I have been busy baaa. I am working now. Aiseh.. Phewittt!! Hahah apakann. Work is ok. There are times when I don’t know what to do then I got panic attack. Hahah. I suck man. Big time! The one thing I like about my job is that I got to see a lot of people. A lot of different kind of people. I love britney, but she‘s wrong. There are more than two types of people in this world. Heheh. I don’t hear much about her nowadays. Good for her. I love you britney!! Always will and always have. You are my role model! It’s britney, bitch! Currently I am addicted to lady gaga’s just dance. It was out almost 6mths ago and only top the chart this month. Every morning, on my way to my workplace, I have to listen to that song. Ill blast the volume up and put it on repeat. Baru ada semangat kn kaja atu. Hahaha awut. Just dance ~

So anyway like I have mentioned ; birthdays. Yes, I wanna make birthday shout outs here to some people. Firstly to a very good friend of mine, my best friend, Hj Muhammad Isa for his 21st birthday. I love you man!! Walaupun at times kau kacang lupakan kulit sama aku. Nda apa. Ada nanti hari nya aku balas. Hahahah. I wish you all the best in life, adang tah kn moody2 and jiwang2 ni. Nda cool tu. Nda ruggurd. Enjoy life not just because it is short but it’s a wonderful time to live in. I is the cannot the wait for you to balik. Walaupun balik2 kau ckp ko kan balik dr taun taun lps ani. Sangal ku menunggu kepulangan mu ani. Dr umur ku bebelasan taun waaa smpai umur ku 20 ani. Alum jua ko balik2 nya. Tertutup sudah hati adinda untuk menerima kekanda kembali. Hati adinda amat terguris bila kekanda tak pulang2. I hate you kanda! Hahahah. Semoga kanda dpanjang umur,dimurahkan rezeki, diberikan kesenangan dunia dan akhirat dan diberkati olehNya selalu. Amin!

Next, to another good friend of mine, also my best friend, my bimbo partner, Emie Raneeta, also for her 21st birthday. I miss youuuuuu!! We havent talk for quite a long time now. How are you my bitchface?? I is also cannot the wait for you to balikkkk. It’s been almost two years now since we last met. My sister! I love you too! She’s a veryyy good person and a very good friend. The pandai one among us. Getting prettier and sexayyy by the day. Dulu we looked like nerds with our glasses! Hahahah and we thought that we were cool back then. Now no more! Hahahahaha. I wish you all the best in life too Em. You have a very bright and solid future. You are one tough chick. And I salute you for knowing how to deal with your problems rather than just break down. Heheh. Thank you for the help and advice. I hope you had a good time celebrating you birthday there. perhaps maybe in 2011 we can celebrate your birthday. 23rd birthday tu ehh. Ill be 22. Basar sudah taniiii. Hahahah. See you in july!

Then to my brother Adriane, (yes I know ia ada nama org putih, nama ku nama melayu, hahaha) for his 31st birthday. The oldest one in the family, 31 years old and still dad bought him present. Sayang sngt tah tu bapa kan kau. Or isit because now daddy has many muney iatah ia saja2 balikan kau hadiah?? Hahahah. Bah I just cant wait for my next birthday. Mun nada bapa bg aku hadiah, suka ku tu. Muji ku tu. Protest ku tu drumah. Aku yg bungsu ani plg nada. but for my last birthday ada bapa bg aku hadiah. Eheheheh eventhough I din ask for it. I want a car ok dad or at least a blackberry. Ok? Thank you. I love you! Hahah. To amal nadzirah, my niece, my bro si adriane’s daughter, for her 9th birthday. To my cousins, kak ngah and haekal for their 17th and 16th birthday and to my nephew, daniel for his 1st birthday! We had bouncer for their birthdays. At my house. Unexpectedly it fit. I had fun eventhough I din play much. I was tired from work. Aiseh. Na pernah2 ku kan ngalih ani. Usually I will be the one yg excited ani. Time has changed. hahahah. But it was fun overall. We laughed very hard. We had this water balloons fight, durg umban2 air pakai baldi lagi, tulak2 urg off the slide. Siuk lah! Waiting for the next bouncer party which I think will be on march cause that’s the next month yg banyak birthday. Hopefully. I’ll upload the pic next time yea? Bah mwa!

The one where Irfan became a student

2009-01-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

Today was the 1st day of schooling. I was quite excited. Hahah not because I was going to start schooling again but because of Irfan who was going to start his schooling. Basar sudah yaaa baby ku. =( I went to the school to see him, to see how he looked like in the new environment. I even brought my videocam to capture his 1st day. I felt like a father this morning. At first he was okay, just colouring some pictures. Semangat lah ia kan skulah dmlm nya. Di ready2 kan nya beg nya balik2. Hahaha. Awal2 ja tuuu udah nya lama2 krg.. Hahah mls ku kn ckp. Aku type ja aa. Hahah. So there were like 3 kids who were crying. I didn't remember at all how I was in my 1st day of school. Hahaha mengamuk kan ku kali dulu. Buka baju kali ku kira ku protest la tuuu. Hahahah. But I think I didn't cry. Aku nangis kan abis skulah ja. Hahahaha! I, who was just standing outside of the classroom, saw Irfan was just looking at them repeatedly and I think he was wondering why they cried and suddenly he got scared. Balik2 lah ku liat ia lap matanya. Kesian jua lah ku liat ia. Then, he looked at me with tears on his eyes and said to me that he wanted to go out. That made me got into tears as well. Nda pulang ku nangis, aku sedih ja. Hahaha. Tebranti krg kanak2 tu menangis mliat aku menangis. Hahahah. So I went in and just told him to play with other kids. Hahaha nda ku pandai mujuk waaa. Thats the least that I can do. He cried but he didn't cry as badly as the others. He just got tears on his eyes. So thumbs up! Shortly after that, we were told to leave. Sayu jua lah hati ku yang suci ini meninggal kan c Irfan. Hahaha. The house was quiet when I got back. Usually he will watch his 611 but now, no more. =( When he got back from school, he said to me that he wanted me to accompany him again tomorrow or else ia nda mau ke skulah esuk. Hahahah setaie damit2 nya kan nda mau skulah. Kan keraja di pasar kali, cakap bapa. Hahahah. Irfan ckp ia nda mau skulah psl ia nda mau menangis. Hahahah. Not because of malas.

I was quite sentimental this morning. I miss being at school. I miss the old times in high school, eventhough I didn't look as good as I am now. I looked like a nerd back then. Hahaha. I miss being a student. I miss studying. But it all can wait. InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki. It is never too late to study. I will wait, patiently. So for those who are in school now, don't waste your time fooling around and listen to your teachers. Ok, to make it clear, I didn't fool around in school. I was just being unlucky. I am smart ok. I was a good student. =) Study smart and you will kick ass in exams. Sapa yang cegu nya talur yang nda pandai ngajar, mcm Mr Samuel, hahaha baik tah kamu tution awal2. Ok? Last piece of advice, no matter how cool you are in your school, but once you leave school, you are just a nobody like everyone else. Jadi bimbo saja ok psl bimbo cracks me up. Mwa!

The one with the first post

2009-01-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

Hallluuuuuu... Hehe. Well actually, I wanna start blogging right after my 20th birthday, but unfortunately I fell sick that day (I know, what a start right?) so I had to postpone it till now. And also I am abit clueless about this blogging so I had to ask for my cousins' help. Thanks to my cousins; si aleeee, si wanahhh and si kiden. Especially si kiden. Ia bnyk tulung dari carikan chatbox atuu sampai la ia stress ngusai kan lagu ku. Hahaha. My first three links. And now I have to post something. My very first post. I am not good at this but here goes.

Ok since the world just started a new year 3 days ago, I just wanna wish a very Happy Belated New Year everyone. Hope all is well in 2009. Leave the past behind and move on with a new life. You can always try. No harm in doing so. What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything? You can try and fail. Try again and fail again. But you can never fail to try. Of course you may feel the disappointment if you fail but at least you try rather than wondering what will happen. What matters the most is to be patient. Thats what I learnt in 2008. You can't always rush things and you can't always get what you want. Things don't always go your way. So if it don't, swallow it like everybody else does. Of course you can have your moment to be sad, but don't take it for too long. We all have problems so, don't make yourself the center of the world. You are just being pathetic. If it is meant to be yours, then it will be yours. It is just a matter of time. Ok I know I sound like I ever went through everything, but anyway.. =) My blog, remember?? =P

So like previous years, I still don't have any resolutions. Hahah. It's not like I don't have any aims in life or whatever, but it's just that for me, things go naturally without I realising it. Of course I do need to try harder if I want that particular something. Ok, I just wanna be cool this year. I am cool and I rock as well but what I mean is that, I wanna stop worrying too much about the future for it has yet to come. I just wanna enjoy life, but not too much, and relax. No more stressing. Chillexxx ~ And I wanna have some fats. I wanna build up some muscles so the ladies will go gaga and drool for me, which they normally do. Ahaks! I wanna look good for myself. Ok, I always look good but this year I wanna look super good. It's all about the super. Hahaha majal. So I wish all of you the very best this year and hope your dreams and wishes come true. Mwa!